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  • Part 1: I Could Only See the Page I Was Standing On

    Part 1: I Could Only See the Page I Was Standing On

    Yesterday we looked at the lives of Moses, Gideon, Samson, Peter, Saul, and Manasseh.

    Different people.

    Different failures.

    Different stories.

    Yet every one of them shared something in common.

    At some point, it looked like their story was over.

    Moses was a murderer and a fugitive.

    Gideon hid in fear.

    Samson sat blind in a Philistine prison.

    Peter denied Jesus three times.

    Saul hunted Christians.

    Manasseh filled Jerusalem with bloodshed and idolatry.

    If we had stopped reading at those chapters, we would have reached the wrong conclusion about every one of them.

    But God didn’t stop writing.

    As I reflected on that truth, I couldn’t help but think about my own story.

    I’ve lived through chapters that felt like endings.

    I’ve walked through the pain of divorce.

    I’ve stood at an altar again believing life was finally being rebuilt… only to watch another marriage come apart.

    I’ve stepped away from a Sunday School classroom that had become part of my identity.

    There were seasons when I honestly wondered whether the best chapters of my life were already behind me.

    If you had asked me then what the future held, I couldn’t have answered.

    I could only see the page I was standing on.

    But God could see the whole story.

    Looking back now, I can see that He wasn’t finished.

    He wasn’t simply restoring circumstances.

    He was restoring me.

    Patiently…

    Faithfully…

    Quietly…

    He began healing places in my heart that I didn’t even realize were still broken.

    He opened doors to a ministry I never imagined.

    Instead of speaking to one Sunday School class each week, He placed a keyboard in my hands and opened doors to encourage people I may never meet this side of eternity.

    And in His grace, He also brought a relationship that reminded me what healthy love, trust, and genuine partnership could look like again.

    Not because my past disappeared.

    Not because every scar was erased.

    But because redemption doesn’t erase yesterday.

    It gives us hope for tomorrow.

    When I look at my life today, I don’t see someone whose story avoided heartbreak.

    I see someone whose story proves that God can write beautiful chapters after painful ones.

    That’s the beauty of redemption.

    God sees beyond the chapter we’re living in.

    Joseph’s prison wasn’t the end.

    David’s cave wasn’t the end.

    Jonah’s fish wasn’t the end.

    Daniel’s lions’ den wasn’t the end.

    Peter’s denial wasn’t the end.

    Paul’s persecution wasn’t the end.

    The greatest mistake we can make is assuming today’s chapter is the final one.

    Many of us have done exactly that.

    We’ve allowed failure to become our identity.

    We’ve let regret define our future.

    We’ve convinced ourselves that because we made a terrible decision—or because life simply fell apart—God has closed the book.

    But Scripture tells another story.

    Again and again, God meets people in their darkest moments—not to excuse their sin, but to redeem what seemed beyond redemption.

    If He could rewrite Moses’ story…

    If He could restore Peter…

    If He could transform Saul…

    If He could forgive Manasseh…

    Then perhaps He isn’t finished writing yours.

    As I write these words, I know something else.

    My story isn’t finished either.

    God is still teaching me.

    Still shaping me.

    Still redeeming parts of my life I once thought were beyond repair.

    Don’t stop reading too soon.

    The Author is still holding the pen.

    Tomorrow we’ll look at the moment that proved that truth forever.

    “Being confident of this very thing, that He who has begun a good work in you will complete it until the day of Jesus Christ.” — Philippians 1:6 (NKJV)

  • Don’t Stop Reading Too Soon

    Don’t Stop Reading Too Soon

    “If you’re going to tell my story… tell it all. Don’t tell me about David and Goliath if you don’t tell me about Bathsheba. Don’t tell me about Peter walking on the water if you don’t tell me about him denying Christ. Don’t tell me about Saul becoming Paul if you don’t tell me about him persecuting the Church.”
    — Rev. Ronald LaCombe

    Those words have stayed with me since I first read them.

    Not because they excuse sin.

    Not because they diminish failure.

    But because they remind us of something we often forget.

    A single chapter is not the whole story.

    Imagine if the Bible had ended at some of its darkest moments.

    Moses standing over the body of an Egyptian.

    Gideon hiding in a winepress, fearful of the Midianites.

    Samson, blind and broken, grinding grain for the Philistines.

    David standing on a rooftop instead of a battlefield.

    Peter warming himself beside the fire as he denied even knowing Jesus.

    Saul of Tarsus breathing threats against the Church.

    Manasseh filling Jerusalem with idolatry and innocent blood.

    If the story stopped there, history would remember each of them very differently.

    But God didn’t stop writing.

    That’s one of the things I love most about Scripture.

    It doesn’t sanitize its heroes.

    If the Bible were merely a collection of inspiring legends, those chapters would have quietly disappeared. Noah’s drunkenness would have been omitted. Abraham’s fear would have been edited out. David’s adultery would have remained unmentioned. Peter’s denial would have been forgotten.

    Instead, God left every one of those stories in the pages of His Word.

    Why?

    Because the Bible has never been a book about flawless people.

    It is a book about a faithful God.

    Moses became the deliverer of Israel.

    Gideon led three hundred men against an army that couldn’t be counted.

    Samson’s greatest victory came after his greatest failure.

    David became known as a man after God’s own heart—not because he never sinned, but because he genuinely repented.

    Peter stood on the Day of Pentecost and boldly preached the very Christ he had once denied.

    Saul became Paul, carrying the gospel farther than he ever carried persecution.

    Even Manasseh—the most wicked king Judah had ever known—humbled himself before God, and God heard his prayer.

    Grace did not erase what they had done.

    Moses still never entered the Promised Land.

    David still endured painful consequences.

    Samson still died in Gaza.

    Peter never forgot that night around the fire.

    God doesn’t rewrite history.

    He redeems it.

    I wonder how many people have already decided your story is finished.

    Perhaps they know about the divorce, but not the healing.

    The addiction, but not the freedom.

    The rebellion, but not the repentance.

    The failure, but not the restoration.

    Maybe you’ve done the same thing to yourself.

    Maybe you’ve convinced yourself that one painful chapter has become the title of your entire life.

    Friend, don’t stop reading too soon.

    The same God who continued writing Moses’ story…

    continued writing David’s.

    Continued writing Peter’s.

    Continued writing Paul’s.

    Continued writing Manasseh’s.

    And if you’ve placed your life in His hands…

    He’s still writing yours.

    The world is quick to place a period where God places a comma.

    People often decide the ending while God is still turning the page.

    So if you’re going to tell my story…

    Tell it all.

    Tell them where I failed.

    Tell them where I fell.

    Tell them where I doubted.

    But don’t stop there.

    Tell them about the God whose mercy proved greater than my worst chapter.

    Because the greatest part of my story was never my failure.

    It was the grace of God that refused to let my failure become the end.

    ⸻

    Final Word

    The enemy wants you to believe your worst moment is your defining moment.

    God declares that, through repentance and His grace, your worst moment can become the place where His mercy shines the brightest.

    So don’t stop reading too soon.

    God isn’t finished writing.

  • Before and After

    Before and After

    📖 “Behold, I go forward, but He is not there; and backward, but I cannot perceive Him… But He knoweth the way that I take…” — Job 23:8-10

    It started as an ordinary Thursday.

    You weren’t looking for your life to change.

    You were just going to work.

    Going to the doctor.

    Going home.

    Then one conversation.

    One phone call.

    One sentence.

    …and suddenly your life had a before and an after.

    At first, it didn’t seem real.

    Surely there had been a misunderstanding.

    Maybe the tests were wrong.

    Maybe they meant someone else.

    Maybe tomorrow would somehow put everything back the way it was.

    But tomorrow came.

    And so did the questions.

    “What happens now?”

    “How am I going to get through this?”

    “What if everything changes?”

    The future that once seemed so certain suddenly became filled with uncertainty.

    The plans you had carefully made no longer seemed guaranteed.

    You found yourself lying awake at night, replaying conversations, imagining outcomes, searching for answers that refused to come.

    So you did what believers have always done.

    You prayed.
    You searched the Scriptures.
    You waited.
    You listened.

    And if you’re honest…

    heaven seemed painfully quiet.

    Not because you stopped believing.

    Not because you walked away.

    But because you couldn’t understand how God could feel so silent when your world had become so loud.

    Job understood that feeling.

    He searched in every direction.

    Forward.
    Backward.
    To the left.
    To the right.

    Everywhere he expected to find God…

    he found silence instead.

    Yet in the middle of his searching, Job spoke words that have comforted weary hearts for thousands of years.

    He didn’t say, “Now I understand.”

    He didn’t say, “Everything is going to be all right.”

    He didn’t even say, “I know where God is.”

    He simply declared what he knew to be true.

    “But He knoweth the way that I take.”

    What a remarkable statement.

    Job couldn’t see God.

    But he believed God could still see him.

    He couldn’t trace God’s hand.

    But he trusted God’s heart.

    Maybe that’s exactly where you are today.

    You’ve looked in every direction you know to look.

    You’re still waiting.
    Still praying.
    Still hoping.
    Still wondering.

    If that’s your story…

    hold on to Job’s.

    Your ability to see God has never determined His ability to see you.

    He knows where you are.

    He knows what you’re carrying.

    He knows every question you haven’t spoken aloud.

    He knows every tear that no one else has seen.

    He knows every burden you’ve tried to carry by yourself.

    And even if today you cannot say, “I know the way He is taking…”

    you can still rest in this unchanging truth:

    But He knows the way I take.

  • He Already Knew

    He Already Knew

    Scripture: 2 Chronicles 33:10–13

    Yesterday while eating lunch in my car, I was listening to a new song by Westward Road called He Knew.

    As I listened, I heard these words:

    “So ashamed of my past…
    Too many failures and flaws…
    Thought I was too far away…
    But that’s what’s amazing ’bout grace…”

    Then came the line that stopped me in my tracks.

    “He knew who He was saving.”

    A few moments later came another.

    “He saw a risk worth taking.”

    I just sat there.

    It wasn’t because of the music.

    It wasn’t because I was analyzing the lyrics.

    It was because, for just a moment, I found myself standing in the shoes of every person who has ever wondered if they’d gone too far.

    Maybe you’ve been there.

    You look back over your life and see failures you’d rather forget.

    Choices you wish you could undo.

    Sins you promised would never happen again.

    And somewhere in the silence, a question begins to whisper:

    If God really knew everything about me… would He still want me?

    Almost immediately, my mind went to Manasseh.

    He wasn’t simply another king who made a few bad decisions.

    He led Judah into idolatry.

    He practiced witchcraft.

    He filled Jerusalem with innocent blood.

    By every human measure, his story looked beyond redemption.

    Yet none of it caught God by surprise.

    Before Manasseh built his first idol…

    God knew.

    Before he led a nation away from the Lord…

    God knew.

    Before he found himself in chains in Babylon…

    God knew.

    And before the desperate prayer finally escaped his lips…

    God knew.

    Everything.

    Yet Scripture tells us that when Manasseh humbled himself before the Lord,

    “He was moved by his entreaty and listened to his plea…” (2 Chronicles 33:13)

    That verse has become one of my favorites.

    Not because it tells me how bad Manasseh was.

    But because it reminds me how good God is.

    God has never discovered anything about you.

    He already knew.

    Everything.

    Your worst failure.

    Your deepest wound.

    The regret you still carry.

    The battle no one else knows about.

    None of it caught Him by surprise.

    And none of it changed His desire to redeem you.

    The cross was never God’s reaction to your sin.

    It was His answer before your sin ever happened.

    Maybe today you’re looking backward with shame.

    God isn’t.

    He has already seen every page of your story.

    Yet He still calls you by His grace.

    He already knew.

    Everything.

    And He loved you anyway.

    That’s what’s amazing about grace.

  • He Already Knew

    He Already Knew

    One of the most comforting—and humbling—truths in all of Scripture is this:

    God has never discovered anything about you.

    He has never learned a new fact.

    He has never been caught off guard by one of your failures.

    He has never looked at your life and said, “I didn’t see that coming.”

    Perhaps no one demonstrates that truth more powerfully than Manasseh.

    Scripture describes him as one of Judah’s most wicked kings. He rebuilt the high places, worshiped idols, practiced witchcraft, consulted mediums, shed innocent blood, and even sacrificed his own sons in the fire (2 Kings 21:1–16).

    By every human standard, Manasseh had gone too far.

    Yet after being taken captive by the Assyrians, everything changed.

    “And when he was in affliction, he besought the LORD his God, and humbled himself greatly before the God of his fathers, And prayed unto him: and he was intreated of him, and heard his supplication…”
    — 2 Chronicles 33:12–13 (KJV)

    The God whose temple Manasseh had defiled…

    The God whose prophets he had ignored…

    The God whose commandments he had despised…

    He still heard his prayer.

    Because God’s mercy is greater than the worst thing you’ve ever done.

    That doesn’t minimize the horror of Manasseh’s sin.

    It magnifies the greatness of God’s grace.

    And Manasseh wasn’t the exception.

    When God renamed Jacob…
    He already knew Jacob was a deceiver.

    When He anointed David…
    He already knew about Bathsheba… and Uriah.

    When Jesus restored Peter…
    He already knew about the courtyard… and the rooster.

    When He commissioned Paul…
    He already knew about Stephen… and the blood that had been shed.

    God knew every failure.
    Every compromise.
    Every moment of weakness.
    Every tear of repentance.

    Yet He still called them.

    That doesn’t mean God ignored their sin.

    David’s adultery mattered.

    Peter’s denial mattered.

    Paul’s persecution of the Church mattered.

    Manasseh’s rebellion mattered.

    Sin always matters.

    But God’s mercy proved greater.

    The Bible doesn’t hide the failures of its heroes because the Bible was never meant to be a book about impressive people.

    It’s a book about a holy God who redeems broken people.

    The enemy wants your past to become your identity.

    God wants your past to become your testimony.

    Your failures may explain where you’ve been, but they don’t have to determine where you’re going.

    If you are willing to humble yourself, repent, and turn toward Him, you’ll discover what Manasseh, David, Peter, and Paul all discovered:

    God already knew… and He loved you anyway.

    “If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.”
    — 1 John 1:9 (KJV)

    His mercy reaches farther than your past.

  • Sunday Studies: More Than Knowing About God

    Sunday Studies: More Than Knowing About God

    Primary Texts: Philippians 3:7–10; John 5:39; John 10:27; John 17:3

    Introduction

    July 12 is a special day for me.

    Had she lived, my Mums would have celebrated her 106th birthday today. And if you’ve followed me for any length of time, you’ll know that she was my rock.

    When I was six years old, she began a routine with me that would shape the rest of my life.

    She didn’t simply read the Bible stories to me.

    She taught me the value of reading them for myself.

    Every day, before I started my homework or went outside to play, she insisted that I spend five minutes reading my Bible.

    Five minutes became ten.

    Ten became twenty.

    Twenty became thirty.

    Before I knew it, reading God’s Word had become less of a requirement and more of a desire.

    Looking back now, I realize she wasn’t just teaching me to read the Bible.

    She was helping bring it to life.

    I don’t think she could have imagined that little boy would one day teach Sunday School, write daily devotionals, or spend countless hours studying Scripture.

    She was simply planting seeds.

    Today, I realize those seeds are still bearing fruit.

    And perhaps the greatest way I can honor her isn’t simply by remembering her…

    It’s by continuing what she started and building on that legacy.

    Have You Ever Noticed?

    Have you ever picked up a book, read a page or two, and immediately known who wrote it without having to look at the cover?

    Have you ever picked up a book, read a page or two, and immediately known who wrote it without having to look at the cover?

    For me, it’s authors like Max Lucado, C.S. Lewis, and John Grisham.

    Each has a distinct voice.

    A unique rhythm.

    A recognizable way of telling a story.

    The more time you spend reading an author, the more familiar you become with the way they think.

    Eventually…

    You recognize the author before you ever see the cover.

    That made me wonder…

    Isn’t that how Bible study is supposed to work?

    More Than Information

    I think we’ve stumbled onto something that explains why some Bible studies become dry while others become life-giving.

    If my goal is simply to know the Book…
    Eventually I’ll accumulate information.

    But if my goal is to know the Author…

    Every page…
    Every reading…
    Becomes another introduction.

    That’s a lifelong pursuit.

    The purpose of Bible study isn’t merely to know the Bible.
    It’s to know the God who gave it.

    The Bible doesn’t change…

    But we do as we walk with the Author.

    Paul

    If anyone could have claimed to know the Scriptures, it was the Apostle Paul.

    Long before he became a follower of Christ, Saul of Tarsus had devoted his life to studying God’s Word.

    He wasn’t simply religious.

    He was, in his own words, “an Hebrew of the Hebrews… as touching the law, a Pharisee” (Philippians 3:5).

    A Pharisee among the Pharisees.

    Trained under Gamaliel.

    He had spent his entire life studying the Torah and the Prophets.

    He knew the Law.

    He knew the promises.

    He knew the history.

    He knew the Scriptures better than almost anyone alive.

    Yet before the Damascus Road…

    He knew the Word…

    But he did not know the Savior to whom the Word pointed.

    Everything changed that day.

    Not because Paul received a different Bible.

    But because he finally met the Author.

    Years later…

    After churches has been planted.

    After miracles had been witnessed – and experienced.

    After beatings had been endured.

    After several prison sentences.

    After writing much of what would become the New Testament…

    Paul still writes,

    «“That I may know Him…” — Philippians 3:10»

    Notice what he doesn’t say.

    He doesn’t say,

    “That I may know more.”

    He says,

    “That I may know Him.”

    Relationship had become greater than information.

    The Difference

    This may be one of the most important truths I’ve ever learned.

    You can know the Scriptures…
    without knowing the Savior.

    But once you know the Savior…
    you begin reading the Scriptures differently.

    Suddenly…

    Joseph isn’t merely a story about forgiveness.

    He’s a picture of God’s providence.

    David isn’t merely a shepherd who became king.

    He’s another glimpse of God’s faithful heart.

    The Psalms aren’t simply beautiful poetry.

    They’re invitations into a relationship.

    Everything changes because you’ve come to know the Author.

    Jesus Said the Same Thing

    Jesus confronted the religious leaders with these words:

    «”Search the scriptures; for in them ye think ye have eternal life: and they are they which testify of me.”
    — John 5:39»

    They knew the text.

    They missed the Person.

    The tragedy wasn’t that they studied too much.

    The tragedy was that they stopped at the study.

    His Sheep Know His Voice

    Jesus also said,

    «”My sheep hear my voice…”
    — John 10:27»

    I’ve often thought of that as something mysterious.

    Now I think it’s something deeply relational.

    Why do sheep recognize the shepherd’s voice?

    Not because they studied acoustics.

    Because they’ve walked with him.

    They’ve heard him call.

    They’ve learned his character.

    They know him.

    Recognizing the Author

    When you’ve walked with the Author long enough…

    You begin to recognize His heart before you’ve finished reading the story.

    Have you ever noticed that certain composers have a signature style?

    You can hear just a few measures and immediately know who wrote the music.

    Not because every song sounds the same.

    But because the composer’s fingerprints are woven throughout the melody, harmony, rhythm, and cadence.

    I think Scripture is much the same.

    Genesis doesn’t sound like Psalms.

    Psalms doesn’t sound like Isaiah.

    Isaiah doesn’t sound like John.

    John doesn’t sound like Romans.

    Different human authors.

    Different audiences.

    Different centuries.

    Yet the more time you spend with God…

    The more you begin recognizing His fingerprints.

    Mercy.

    Grace.

    Patience.

    Holiness.

    Justice.

    Truth.

    Faithfulness.

    Love.

    Those themes keep appearing throughout Scripture.

    Not because God keeps repeating Himself…

    But because His character is beautifully, consistently recognizable.

    Different movements.

    Same Composer.

    Eternal Life

    Then Jesus says something that has completely changed the way I think about salvation.

    Praying to the Father, He says:

    «“And this is life eternal, that they might know thee the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom thou hast sent.” ~ John 17:3»

    I’ve read that verse countless times.

    For years, if someone had asked me, “What is eternal life?” I probably would have answered, “Living forever in heaven.”

    Jesus gives a different answer.

    He doesn’t begin with a place.

    He begins with a Person.

    “This is life eternal… that they might know Thee.”

    Not simply know about Him.

    Know Him.

    That one statement changes the entire purpose of Scripture.

    The Bible isn’t merely preparing us for heaven.

    It’s introducing us to the God with whom we’ll spend eternity.

    Every page reveals another glimpse of His heart.

    Every promise reveals another aspect of His faithfulness.

    Every command reveals His holiness.

    Every act of mercy reveals His love.

    Every story reveals His character.

    And every time we open His Word, we’re invited to know Him a little more than we did yesterday.

    That’s why Bible study never becomes obsolete.

    The Bible doesn’t change…

    But we do as we walk with the Author.

    The longer we walk with Him, the more familiar His voice becomes.

    The more recognizable His heart becomes.

    Until one day we find ourselves reading a passage we’ve read dozens of times before…

    And suddenly we see Him in a way we never have before.

    Not because the passage changed.

    Because we did.

    That’s the journey.

    Not merely accumulating information about God…

    But growing in a relationship with Him that will continue for all eternity.

    Closing

    As I think about my Mums today, I realize she gave me a gift far greater than I understood as a little boy.

    She taught me to open the Bible expecting to meet God.

    Not merely to learn facts.

    But to know the One who inspired every page.

    That’s the legacy she left me.

    And it’s the legacy I hope to leave others.

    Because the goal isn’t simply to know the Bible.

    The goal is to know the God who gave it.

    The Bible was never given merely so we could learn God’s works.

    It was given so that, through His works, we would come to know His heart.

    If Lessons From Samuel & the Psalms accomplishes that…

    Then we’ve done far more than study David’s life.

    We’ve introduced people to the Author who has been patiently revealing Himself from Genesis to Revelation all along.

  • Turning The Page

    Turning The Page

    Some chapters close quietly.

    Not because the story is over…
    But because it’s time to turn the page.

    We may not understand why one season ends or what the next one will hold. But God sees the whole story, while we only see the page in front of us.

    So when something familiar begins to fade, don’t assume God is finished.

    Trust the Author.

    He’s still writing.

    “Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it…”
    — Philippians 1:6

  • Learning To Lean

    Learning To Lean

    “Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.” — Proverbs 3:5

    I woke before sunrise with an old hymn running through my mind.

    Learning to lean…
    Learning to lean…
    I’m learning to lean on Jesus…

    At first, I thought it was simply an encouraging song.

    But as I spent time in Scripture, I realized it was asking me a deeper question.

    What am I leaning on?

    We all lean on something.

    Some lean on their own abilities.
    Some lean on financial security.
    Some lean on relationships, reputation, influence, or strength.
    Some lean on determination, believing that if they just try harder, they can make it through.

    Others lean on things that promise relief but never truly heal—addictions, distractions, habits, or anything else that numbs the weight they are carrying.

    But there is a second question we must ask.

    Why am I leaning on it?

    Because we do not lean on these things for no reason.

    We lean on money because we want security.
    We lean on people because we want acceptance.
    We lean on control because we want peace.
    We lean on success because we want significance.
    We lean on escape because we want relief.

    Every false support is promising something to the soul that only God can truly give.

    David faced that very test in a cave.

    King Saul, who had hunted him relentlessly, unknowingly walked in alone. David’s men saw the opportunity of a lifetime. One swing of the sword, and years of fear could be over.

    But David saw something else.

    He saw a promise that did not need his manipulation.

    He refused to take by force what God had promised by grace.

    David did not lean on his sword.
    He leaned on God.

    And because David was leaning on God, he did not need the throne to satisfy his soul.

    That is the difference.

    David still desired what God had promised.
    But he did not need to sin in order to obtain it.

    Perhaps that is why Solomon wrote,

    “Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.”

    Those are not two separate commands.

    They are one.

    The first half tells us what God is calling us to do.

    The second half tells us how.

    We trust Him by refusing to lean on ourselves.

    Faith is not simply believing that God exists.

    Faith is transferring the weight of our confidence from our own understanding to His wisdom, and from our own strength to His faithfulness.

    And that brings us to the other hymn that came to mind today:

    Only Jesus can satisfy your soul…

    That is the full equation.

    What am I leaning on?

    And…

    What am I expecting it to give me?

    Because whatever we lean on must be able to bear the weight of our lives.

    And whatever we look to for satisfaction must be able to reach the deepest place in our souls.

    Only Christ can do both.

    He alone can carry the weight.
    He alone can satisfy the longing.

    So maybe the question today is not just whether we believe in Jesus.

    Maybe the question is more personal than that.

    Am I leaning on Him?

    And am I trusting Him to be enough?

  • The Greater Victory

    The Greater Victory

    Scripture: 1 Samuel 24:1–12

    When most people think about David’s greatest victory, they immediately think of Goliath.

    It’s understandable.

    A shepherd boy walks onto a battlefield with nothing but a sling and five smooth stones. One giant falls, an army flees, and a nation celebrates.

    It is one of the greatest stories in all of Scripture.

    But I’m no longer convinced that was David’s greatest victory.

    This week has been filled with thoughts about David.

    First, Nathan confronting him.

    Then Psalm 51.

    Then, on the drive home Tuesday, Lisa read me something she had found on Facebook.

    It simply said that David’s greatest victory wasn’t defeating Goliath.

    It was sparing Saul.

    I asked her to read it again.

    Then I asked her to send it to me.

    The more I’ve reflected on it…

    The more I think there is profound truth in that statement.

    Not because Saul deserved mercy.

    But because David had become the kind of man who trusted God enough to show it.

    At first glance, it almost feels like we’re going backward in David’s story.

    After all, the cave came long before Bathsheba.

    Long before Nathan.

    Long before Psalm 51.

    But perhaps that’s exactly why this passage matters.

    Earlier this week we saw what a heart after God’s own heart looks like when it fails.

    Today we see what that same heart looked like before it failed.

    The setting couldn’t have been more dramatic.

    Saul had spent years hunting David.
    David had done nothing to deserve it.

    He had served Saul faithfully.
    He had fought Israel’s enemies.
    He had married Saul’s daughter.

    Yet now he was living as a fugitive.

    Then the opportunity came.

    Saul unknowingly entered the very cave where David and his men were hiding.

    David’s companions could hardly believe it.

    “This is the day the LORD spoke about!”

    To them, this wasn’t merely an opportunity.

    It was providence.

    David could finally take the throne God had already promised him.

    No more running.
    No more hiding.
    No more caves.

    He quietly crept toward Saul.

    Sword in hand.

    Then…

    He stopped.

    Instead of taking Saul’s life, he cut off a corner of Saul’s robe.

    Even then, Scripture says something remarkable.

    “David’s heart smote him…” (1 Samuel 24:5)

    That verse has always fascinated me.

    David wasn’t convicted after killing Saul.

    He was convicted after cutting a piece of cloth.

    Why?

    Because David understood something his men did not.

    The robe represented the office God had established.

    Saul may have failed as king.
    God had already rejected him.
    Samuel had already confronted him.

    But David understood that judgment belonged to God.

    Not to him.

    So David declared:

    “The LORD forbid that I should do this thing unto my master, the LORD’S anointed…”

    Those words have often been misunderstood.

    Some have used them to suggest that spiritual leaders should never be questioned or held accountable.

    But that’s not what David was saying.

    Saul had already been confronted.
    He had already been rebuked.
    He had already been judged by God.

    David simply refused to seize for himself what only God had the right to give.

    He would wait.
    Even when waiting hurt.
    Even when the opportunity seemed perfect.
    Even when everyone around him insisted this must be God’s will.

    God’s promises will never require us to abandon His principles.

    All too often we see an opportunity and immediately assume God has opened the door.

    But when we dig beneath the surface, we sometimes discover that walking through that door would require us to compromise the very principles God has already made clear in His Word.

    David refused to do that.

    He understood that God’s promise of the throne did not give him permission to violate God’s character in order to obtain it.

    Sometimes the greatest act of faith is walking away from something you have every human reason to take, because you trust that God’s way is always better than your own shortcut.

    As I’ve reflected on David’s life these past several weeks, one thought continues to surface.

    God wasn’t merely preparing David to wear a crown.
    He was preparing him to carry one.

    Anyone can display courage when facing a giant.

    It takes a very different kind of strength to lay down your sword when facing an enemy.

    Goliath tested David’s courage.
    Saul tested David’s character.

    One victory won Israel’s applause.
    The other revealed the heart God had been forming all along.

    Final Word

    David eventually became king.

    Not because he took the throne when he had the chance…

    But because he trusted God enough to wait until God placed him there.

    There are moments in life when we could force the outcome.

    We defend ourselves.

    We get even.

    We take what we believe is rightfully ours.

    The cave reminds us that the greatest victories are not always the ones everyone celebrates.

    Sometimes the greatest victory is trusting God enough to leave justice in His hands.

    Because a heart after God’s own heart doesn’t simply ask,

    “What can I do?”

    It first asks,

    “What would honor God?”

    And perhaps that’s one of the clearest marks of spiritual maturity.

    Not that we seize every opportunity placed before us…

    But that we trust God enough to refuse the ones that require us to abandon His principles.

  • Create In Me A Clean Heart

    Create In Me A Clean Heart

    Scripture: Psalm 51

    Yesterday we looked at one of the most uncomfortable moments in all of Scripture.

    Nathan stood before King David and uttered four unforgettable words:

    “Thou art the man.”

    David’s response was immediate.

    “I have sinned against the LORD.” (2 Samuel 12:13)

    For most of us, that’s where the story ends.

    But Scripture doesn’t leave us standing in the throne room with Nathan.

    It invites us into David’s prayer closet.

    Psalm 51 is that prayer.

    If 2 Samuel 12 records David’s confession…

    Psalm 51 reveals David’s heart.

    I’ve read Psalm 51 countless times over the years, and it has long been one of my favorite chapters in the Bible.

    But through the years I’ve discovered something.

    There are certain passages of Scripture that become more meaningful the longer you live.

    When I was younger, I admired David’s poetry.

    Today…

    I understand his tears.

    David doesn’t spend this Psalm trying to explain himself.

    He doesn’t minimize his sin.

    He doesn’t compare himself to someone worse.

    He doesn’t bargain with God.

    No… he simply throws himself entirely upon the mercy of God.

    The opening words set the tone for everything that follows.

    “Have mercy upon me, O God, according to thy lovingkindness…”

    David doesn’t appeal to his past victories.

    He doesn’t remind God that he killed Goliath.

    He doesn’t mention the years he faithfully served as king.

    He simply pleads for mercy.

    That is where genuine repentance always begins.

    The more I read this Psalm, the more one truth stands out.

    David never asks God to change his circumstances.

    Instead…

    He asks God to change him.

    That may be the clearest evidence that his repentance was genuine.

    “Wash me thoroughly from mine iniquity…”

    “Cleanse me from my sin.”

    “Purge me with hyssop…”

    “Create in me a clean heart…”

    “Renew a right spirit within me.”

    Notice the pattern.

    Wash me.

    Cleanse me.

    Purge me.

    Create in me.

    Renew me.

    Restore me.

    Those aren’t the prayers of a man trying to escape consequences.

    They’re the prayers of a man who longs to be different.

    David understood something that we sometimes forget.

    Forgiveness isn’t merely about removing guilt.

    It’s about restoring fellowship with God.

    In this chapter, there is one verse that has always stopped me in my tracks.

    “Cast me not away from thy presence; and take not thy holy spirit from me.” (Psalm 51:11)

    David had already lost peace.

    He had already lost joy.

    His family would experience heartbreaking consequences because of his choices.

    But above everything else…

    He feared losing the presence of God.

    That tells me David finally understood what mattered most.

    One word in particular has fascinated me for years.

    “Create in me a clean heart, O God…”

    David didn’t ask God to repair his heart.

    He didn’t ask Him to polish it.

    Or improve it.

    The Hebrew word translated “create” is the same word used in Genesis 1.

    It describes something only God can do.

    David wasn’t asking for self-improvement.

    He was asking for a new creation.

    Isn’t that the hope of the Gospel?

    God doesn’t simply make bad people a little better.

    He makes dead things live again.

    He gives new hearts.

    New spirits.

    New beginnings.

    As I’ve reflected on my own life over the past sixteen years, these words have taken on a depth they never had before.

    Not because I’ve learned more Hebrew.

    Not because I’ve become a better Bible student.

    But because I’ve experienced the painful reality of living with the consequences of my own failures.

    I’ve learned that repentance isn’t just feeling sorry for what I’ve done.

    It’s longing to become someone different through the grace of God.

    That’s why Psalm 51 continues to speak to me.

    David never asked God to erase the past.

    He asked Him to transform the man who would live tomorrow.

    There is a profound difference.

    Repentance isn’t trying to convince God we’re better than we are.

    It’s agreeing with God about who we really are…

    and trusting Him to make us new.

    That is the beauty of grace.

    Not that God overlooks our sin.

    But that He cleanses the sinner who comes to Him with a broken and contrite heart.

    Final Word

    David wasn’t remembered because he was the king who never failed.

    He was remembered because he was the king who knew where to go when he did.

    Every one of us will fail.

    Every one of us will need mercy.

    The question isn’t whether we’ll ever have our own Psalm 51 moment.

    The question is whether we’ll come to God with excuses…

    or with surrender.

    May our prayer never become,

    “Lord, protect my reputation.”

    May it always be,

    “Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me.”

    Because God specializes in doing what only He can do.

    He doesn’t merely forgive repentant hearts.

    He creates new ones.