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  • Still Called To Be Faithful – Part I

    Still Called To Be Faithful – Part I

    Daniel 2:21; Romans 8:28; Psalm 46:10

    Yesterday morning, Lisa and I were talking on the phone about the election as I drove to work.

    I told her that regardless of the outcome, I would still get up in the morning, go to work, do my job, take care of my responsibilities, love my family, love my wife, and serve God.

    When it all shakes out, those are the things that really matter.

    Elections have real consequences for our lives. Decisions made by those in office affect our families, our communities, and our future, so it’s understandable that we care deeply about the results.

    But when the votes have been counted, we still have a life to live before God.

    Earlier this week, we considered what we’ve built our lives on. Yesterday, we brought our overwhelmed hearts to Him and prayed, “Lead me.”

    Today, we have an opportunity to practice that trust.

    Daniel acknowledged God’s authority over the affairs of nations:

    “He removes kings and raises up kings.”
    —Daniel 2:21 NKJV

    Those words call us to remember that God’s authority reaches higher than any elected office.

    People make choices.

    Leaders bear responsibility for their decisions.

    And while we may have serious concerns about the direction of our country, we can bring every one of those concerns to God. He remains able to guide His people, answer prayer, and accomplish His purposes through circumstances we struggle to understand.

    Paul gave us this assurance:

    “And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.”
    —Romans 8:28 NKJV

    That promise gives us somewhere to rest when we cannot see what lies ahead.

    We aren’t promised that every circumstance will be good or that every decision will go our way. We’re assured that God continues working for the good of those who love Him. The next verse points us toward His purpose: becoming more like Jesus.

    That work continues today.

    There are people who need our love. There are responsibilities that need our attention. There are opportunities to show patience, speak truth graciously, and serve someone who may see things differently than we do.

    Our families still need us to be present.

    Our workplaces still need our integrity.

    Our neighbors still need our kindness.

    And those who have been elected need our prayers.

    We can care about our country and remain steady in our faith. We can acknowledge uncertainty and still take the next step God has placed before us.

    For me, that meant continuing down the road to work, doing my job, and coming home to love the people God has entrusted to me.

    Faithfulness often looks that ordinary.

    And above all, we need to remember God’s words in Psalm 46:10:

    “Be still, and know that I am God.”
    —Psalm 46:10 NKJV

    God is still God. His faithfulness gives us reason to face today with hope and attend to what He has placed in our hands.

    What responsibility or relationship needs my faithful attention today?

    Tomorrow, we’ll consider what happens when continuing to live faithfully becomes part of the testing—and refining—of our faith.

  • When My Heart Is Overwhelmed

    When My Heart Is Overwhelmed

    Psalm 61:1–4

    Sometimes the hardest part of a difficult season is waking up already tired.

    Nothing new has happened, but the weight of what’s already happening is enough.

    The questions we had yesterday remain unanswered. Life’s responsibilities still need our attention. So we get up and do what needs to be done, but inside, we’re struggling just to steady ourselves.

    Yesterday, we considered what we’ve built our lives on. But even when we know where our foundation rests, we can become exhausted.

    David gave words to that kind of prayer:

    “Hear my cry, O God;
    Attend to my prayer.
    From the end of the earth I will cry to You,
    When my heart is overwhelmed;
    Lead me to the rock that is higher than I.”

    —Psalm 61:1–2 NKJV

    “Lead me.”

    Those two words ask something of us.

    We must be willing to be led.

    That can be difficult when we’re accustomed to figuring things out, carrying responsibility, and being the person others depend on. We may keep searching for an answer long after we’ve exhausted ourselves, convinced we should somehow be able to handle it.

    David’s prayer acknowledges a limit. His heart is overwhelmed, and he needs God to lead him to a place beyond his own ability to find security.

    He remembers where he has found shelter before:

    “For You have been a shelter for me,
    A strong tower from the enemy.”

    —Psalm 61:3 NKJV

    His present distress hasn’t erased God’s past faithfulness. He brings both into his prayer: the trouble he’s experiencing and the shelter he knows God has been.

    Elsewhere, David described that dependence through the picture of a shepherd caring for his sheep:

    “He leads me beside the still waters.
    He restores my soul.”

    —Psalm 23:2–3 NKJV

    There’s something deeply comforting about having a Shepherd who knows where to lead us.

    But following Him requires surrender.

    We may need to loosen our grip on the route we’ve chosen, the timetable we’ve imagined, or the belief that we must understand everything before we can take another step.

    We can pray for direction while remaining determined that the answer must come through a particular door. We can ask God to lead us while resisting any step that takes us away from the outcome we’ve pictured.

    There have been times I’ve had to ask myself: Am I willing to be led when I cannot see where the path is going?

    A sheep doesn’t have the shepherd’s view. It depends on his care and follows his direction.

    We need that care when our own view has narrowed to the problem immediately in front of us. An overwhelmed heart can struggle to imagine anything beyond the next bill, the next appointment, the next difficult conversation, or another night of unanswered questions.

    We can bring that heart to God plainly.

    “Lord, I’m tired.”

    “I don’t know what to do.”

    “I need You to help me take the next step.”

    We don’t have to dress those prayers in language that makes us sound stronger than we are.

    David cried out from an overwhelmed heart.

    We can, too.

    And dependence on God can include accepting help from the people around us.

    Let someone pray beside you. Tell a trusted person that you’re struggling. Receive help with an immediate burden. A meal, a ride, a listening ear, or someone sharing a responsibility can give a weary person room to breathe.

    We can receive those kindnesses with gratitude. We don’t have to carry every burden alone to prove that we trust God.

    Being overwhelmed doesn’t automatically mean we’ve failed to surrender. Even faithful people become weary. Sometimes surrender happens through tears, as we admit our limits and entrust the next step to Him.

    The next step may be small…the one after that may be even smaller. And we may still have questions when we take it.

    But we have a Shepherd to follow.

    David’s prayer gives us a place to begin when we don’t know how to move forward:

    “Lead me to the rock that is higher than I.”

    Lord, lead me when I don’t have the strength or clarity to find my own way. Help me surrender my need to control every turn. Make me willing to follow You and receive the help You provide.

    When my heart is overwhelmed, lead me.

  • What Have I Built My Life On?

    What Have I Built My Life On?

    Matthew 7:24–27

    Yesterday I wrote about photographs of the storm damage from the April 30, 2019 tornado that struck Haileyville, Oklahoma.

    Last night, as I looked back through those pictures, one photograph in particular held my attention.

    It showed a residence, much like an old shotgun house. Part of the roof framing had been pulled outward and was hanging beyond the back of the house. Roofing was torn open, insulation hung from the damaged corner, and the structure had been compromised.

    Yet the house remained standing.

    That picture brings a question close to home:

    What have I built my life on?

    In April 2004, I lost a job making nearly $36,000 a year through a series of events over which I had no control. After two months of searching, I accepted a minimum-wage job at Staples.

    During that same period, my Mums—the woman who had helped raise me—was hospitalized. We weren’t sure she would survive.

    Then, about two weeks after I started the new job, my wife stood in the doorway one Sunday evening and told me she wanted a divorce.

    When I asked why, she said, “I don’t want to be married to you anymore.”

    I asked her to clarify. Did she no longer want to be married, or did she no longer want to be married to me?

    Her answer was the same.

    It knocked the wind out of me. I felt as though I’d been hit in the stomach.

    Within a few weeks, I moved into a small duplex. Money was tight. My marriage was uncertain. Someone I loved dearly was fighting for her life.

    Most days, the routine was simple: get up, go to the hospital to check on Mums, go to work, go home.

    My relationship with God was tenuous. I won’t pretend otherwise. But I began journaling, and Bible study became my friend.

    The financial uncertainty remained. The questions about my marriage remained. Most days were a struggle.

    But during that season, I remained faithful to my vows and faithful to God.

    Jesus’ teaching about the two builders speaks into seasons like that:

    “Therefore whoever hears these sayings of Mine, and does them, I will liken him to a wise man who built his house on the rock.”
    —Matthew 7:24 NKJV

    Jesus described two builders. One built his house on rock; the other built on sand. Both houses faced rain, rising water, and beating winds. One stood. The other fell.

    The difference was in what they had been built on.

    Jesus used that picture to explain our response to His teaching. Hearing His words and putting them into practice is like building on rock. Hearing them without doing them is like building on sand.

    A dependable income matters. Our health matters. Our relationships matter deeply. And when those things become uncertain, the pain is real. Trusting God doesn’t mean we won’t feel the blow.

    But a paycheck, another person’s decisions, and our own ability to manage circumstances cannot provide an unshakable foundation.

    Looking back at that small duplex, I remember how little I could control. I couldn’t make my wife choose our marriage. I couldn’t guarantee Mums’ recovery. I couldn’t make an employer offer me the income I needed.

    But I still had choices about how I would live.

    That’s where Jesus’ teaching becomes practical for all of us.

    Will I tell the truth when honesty costs me something?

    Will I forgive when I’d rather keep rehearsing the offense?

    Will I accept correction when I want to defend myself?

    Will I obey what He has shown me while I’m still afraid?

    These are ordinary decisions through which we put His words into practice. We make them at work, at home, in difficult conversations, and in quiet moments when no one else sees.

    Looking at that photograph again, I see something that connects with my own experience. The displaced roof framing, torn roofing, and exposed corner show how much damage the house had sustained.

    Yet the house remained standing.

    I know something about feeling as though the supports have been pulled out of your life. A dependable income disappears. A loved one may not survive. A marriage you wanted to preserve becomes uncertain.

    You feel the damage. You struggle to find your footing. Some days, you wonder how much more you can take.

    That house brings me back to what Jesus taught: the foundation matters. What we build our lives on matters.

    The house built on rock still endured the storm. Following Jesus doesn’t mean we won’t experience grief, fear, or days when getting up takes everything we have.

    But His words give us something dependable to build on. As we put them into practice, we learn to remain faithful even when circumstances are beyond our control.

    That brings the question back to me. Knowing the right Scriptures matters. So does what I do with them.

    What is one thing Jesus has already shown me that I need to put into practice?

    That’s a place to begin building today.

  • Shaken, but Still Standing

    Shaken, but Still Standing

    Job 23:8–10; Matthew 7:24–27

    On the night of April 30, 2019, tornado sirens sounded in the small town of Haileyville, Oklahoma. An EF2 tornado swept through the area, damaging homes, vehicles, and businesses. The far northwestern corner of neighboring Hartshorne was also affected, but to a lesser degree.

    At the time, I was managing TH Rogers Lumber in Hartshorne. I’d heard reports as I was getting ready to leave the house the next morning, Wednesday, May 1, but what I heard hadn’t prepared me for what I saw as I approached Haileyville on my way to work.

    I drove slowly through town without stopping while emergency workers and first responders worked to ensure everyone was accounted for. Later that morning, I went out to survey the damage, assess what people needed, and determine what our store could provide.

    The devastation was mind-boggling.

    The roof had been torn off the back two-thirds of a secondhand resale store, leaving the front relatively undamaged. At another small shop, the front half was gone while the back portion appeared unscathed.

    A highway directional sign had been twisted nearly 270 degrees. The sign directing travelers toward Highway 270 East now pointed south-southwest.

    The post office roof was shredded. The roof and kitchen exhaust equipment from my favorite café were lying about a hundred yards away in someone’s backyard.

    At an auto body shop, the tornado had torn through the middle of the building, leaving damage that looked as though a semi had been driven straight through it.

    Dozens of homes were damaged, several beyond repair.

    One home was still under construction. It had been framed with metal studs, the metal siding was just going on, and the windows had been installed the Friday before the tornado. Now the framing lay bent and collapsed across the concrete slab, with window units scattered among the wreckage. Work completed only days earlier had been undone in a matter of moments.

    An antique store operating out of a repurposed home had been lifted from its foundation. The anchor bolts had ripped through the wooden sill plate as the structure was picked up nearly intact and deposited about fifteen feet behind its original location.

    For the people who lived and worked in Haileyville, those buildings held years of effort, memories, and plans. In a matter of moments, so much of what had seemed secure had been torn apart.

    I took photographs during that visit, with permission from the business owners and homeowners. At the time, I was focused on the work in front of me. People had immediate needs, and I was trying to figure out how we could help. I didn’t stop to draw a spiritual lesson from what I was seeing.

    That connection came more than seven years later.

    I’d discovered Adobe Premiere on my iPhone and started going through photographs to see what I could create. I added a picture, then some words, then looked for other photographs that fit the thought as it developed.

    As the images and words took shape, I began connecting the destruction I’d witnessed with the ways life can leave us shaken, disoriented, and wondering where God is.

    Some storms give us enough warning to hear the sirens and find shelter. Others arrive through a phone call, a difficult conversation, or news we never expected. They shake our confidence, disrupt our plans, and leave us struggling to understand what comes next.

    And sometimes, in the middle of it all, we struggle to find God.

    That thought brought me to Job 23.

    In the verses leading up to Job 23:10, Job describes searching for God and being unable to perceive Him. Yet even there, with his questions still unanswered in the wake of utter devastation, he says:

    “But He knows the way that I take;
    When He has tested me, I shall come forth as gold.”

    —Job 23:10, NKJV

    Job couldn’t see what God was doing, but he trusted that God knew where he was.

    We can find ourselves unable to perceive God in the middle of our circumstances and still trust that He knows the way we take.

    As I continued looking through the photographs, another image caught my attention differently.

    At least three rafters had been pulled from beneath the roof of a house. The wall was damaged, and the structure had been destabilized. Yet the house remained standing.

    Looking at that picture now, I think about what it means to endure the storms of life.

    We can suffer real damage. We can grieve, struggle, and find ourselves uncertain about how to move forward. Our lives may look very different from what we’d planned.

    And still, we can stand.

    In Matthew 7:24–27, Jesus describes a wise man who built his house on the rock. The rain fell, the floods came, and the winds beat against it. The house stood because of its foundation.

    Jesus also describes a house built on sand. The rain, floods, and wind came against that house, and it fell.

    Both houses faced the storm. The foundation they were built on mattered.

    Jesus connects building on the rock to hearing His words and putting them into practice. That brings the question close to home:

    What have I chosen to build my life on?

    It’s a question worth considering before the wind begins to blow—and one we may find ourselves answering again while standing among the pieces of what has been damaged.

    Building on Christ means learning to depend on Him and live by His words. That trust takes shape in the choices we make, the prayers we bring, and the steps of obedience we take while our questions remain unanswered.

    Sometimes that prayer comes through tears. Sometimes the next step feels small. Sometimes we need someone beside us to help us take it.

    Standing may look like praying again, accepting help, or taking one faithful step through a day we’re struggling to face.

    We may come through a storm carrying wounds. We may need time, help, and healing. We may have a great deal of rebuilding ahead of us.

    Through all of it, Christ remains worthy of our trust.

    That’s where these photographs bring me now: to Job’s assurance that God knows the way we take, and to Jesus’ invitation to build our lives on His words.

    You may be looking at circumstances you don’t understand. You may be grieving something you spent years building. You may be praying and wondering why the answers haven’t come.

    You can bring those questions to God. You can tell Him how much it hurts. And you can trust Him with the next step, even while the way ahead is unclear.

    When you can’t seem to find Him, He still knows exactly where you are.

    And when your life has been shaken, you can keep placing your trust in Christ—the foundation on whom you can stand.

  • Grace For What Remains

    2 Corinthians 12:7–10 NKJV

    It is possible to reach the end of the week with the same burden you carried into it.

    You have prayed. You have tried to trust God with what you cannot understand. You have brought Him your questions and taken the next faithful step as best you knew how.

    And you still need help.

    The pain has not eased. The circumstances remain uncertain. Something you hoped would be resolved by now is still waiting when you wake up.

    What does faith look like there?

    Paul knew what it was to ask God for relief from something that remained. In 2 Corinthians 12, he described a thorn in the flesh and wrote:

    “Concerning this thing I pleaded with the Lord three times that it might depart from me.”
    — 2 Corinthians 12:8 NKJV

    He pleaded.

    Paul’s understanding of God did not keep him from wanting the affliction to end. His calling did not make him indifferent to pain. He brought the need to the Lord and asked Him to remove it.

    We can ask, too.

    We can pray for healing, restoration, provision, and deliverance. We can tell God that we are tired and want relief. Bringing Him that request does not mean we have failed to surrender.

    But Paul received an answer that directed his attention to the help Christ would provide while the weakness continued:

    “My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.”
    — 2 Corinthians 12:9 NKJV

    The thorn had not departed. Christ’s grace was sufficient for Paul within it.

    That is a truth we need when the prayer has been earnest and the difficulty remains.

    His grace is sufficient even in our pain, fear, and disappointment. Its sufficiency does not depend on our ability to understand what is happening or gather enough strength to face it alone.

    We may feel overwhelmed. We may have no explanation. We may come to Him with nothing more articulate than, “Lord, I need You.”

    His answer to Paul gives us reason to depend on Him there.

    “My strength is made perfect in weakness.”

    Our weakness does not make Christ more powerful than He was before. It becomes the place where His power is brought to its full expression in us—where what sustains us reaches beyond what we can supply for ourselves.

    That can be difficult to accept. I would often prefer enough strength to feel in control. I want to know that I can handle what is coming.

    Yet there are circumstances in which I cannot manufacture the strength I need. My resolve has limits. My understanding falls short. My best efforts cannot carry everything.

    There, I must learn to depend on the sufficiency of His grace.

    Paul came to understand this so deeply that he continued:

    “Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”
    — 2 Corinthians 12:9 NKJV

    His confidence rested in the power of Christ. The weakness he wanted removed had become a place where he experienced the Lord’s sustaining strength.

    We do not have to pretend that suffering feels good to receive that truth. But we do need to understand, as Paul did, that continuing weakness does not place us beyond Christ’s faithful help.

    We can hurt and still be upheld by Him. We can feel afraid and still depend on His strength. We can be disappointed by what has not changed and still trust that His grace is sufficient for what we face today.

    Sometimes that dependence finds expression in another prayer. Sometimes it means accepting practical help, seeking treatment, resting, or admitting to someone we trust that we are struggling.

    Receiving help is consistent with acknowledging our weakness. We were never asked to prove the sufficiency of God’s grace by refusing the care available to us.

    Nor does continued distress prove that our faith is deficient. Grace does not require us to reach a point where we no longer feel the weight of what we are carrying.

    And personal growth is not a payment God requires before He will grant relief. We cannot turn Paul’s experience into an explanation for every person’s suffering or tell someone that their difficulty will end once they have learned enough.

    Paul received a particular answer concerning his thorn. We may not know why our own circumstances continue. But we can bring our need to the same faithful Lord.

    We can keep asking Him to intervene while depending on His grace within what remains.

    Paul concluded:

    “For when I am weak, then I am strong.”
    — 2 Corinthians 12:10 NKJV

    He had learned where his strength came from.

    At the end of this week, we may still have unanswered questions. We may still need healing, provision, reconciliation, or relief.

    We can acknowledge that need without surrendering our confidence in Christ.

    The difficulty may exceed our strength. His grace remains sufficient.

    The need may remain. So does His grace.

    Lord, I am still asking for relief. While this difficulty remains, sustain me by Your grace. When I feel weak, afraid, or disappointed, help me depend on Your strength and receive the care I need for today.

  • How Long, O Lord

    How Long, O Lord

    Psalm 13:1–6; Luke 18:1 NKJV

    Some prayers remain tender long after we first prayed them. Even after we’ve been faithful, prayed earnestly, waited expectantly, and continued believing that God could intervene, we may still wake up to yet another morning with the need unresolved.

    We bring it to God again because it is still there.

    The relationship has not been restored. The diagnosis has not changed. The opportunity has not come. The grief still catches us off guard. The person we love is still struggling. The question remains unanswered.

    We have prayed about it before—perhaps more times than we can count—and we may no longer know what else to say.

    David knew the weariness of waiting. He began Psalm 13 with a question he repeated four times:

    “How long, O Lord? Will You forget me forever?
    How long will You hide Your face from me?
    How long shall I take counsel in my soul,
    Having sorrow in my heart daily?”

    — Psalm 13:1–2 NKJV

    David did not hide his distress behind carefully chosen religious language. He felt forgotten. He carried sorrow every day. He wanted to know how much longer he would have to live with what was hurting him.

    And Scripture does not condemn him for asking.

    “How long?” is not necessarily the question of someone who has stopped believing. It can be the cry of someone who still believes God hears, still believes He can intervene, and still cannot understand why He has not intervened.

    Lament is not the absence of faith. It is faith refusing to suffer in silence.

    Sometimes we think trusting God means we should no longer feel the ache of waiting. We may pressure ourselves to sound more confident than we feel or hurry toward words of celebration before we have had room to grieve.

    But David let the lament breathe. He told God that the waiting hurt.

    We can do the same.

    We can tell God that we are tired of carrying the same need into another day. We can admit that silence feels like absence. We can ask why help has not come and how much longer we must wait.

    Faith does not require us to pretend the question no longer hurts.

    Some answers never come in the way we hoped. Some questions remain even after life moves forward. We may receive something beautiful and still grieve what was lost. We may continue trusting God without ever receiving an explanation that makes the suffering understandable.

    Psalm 13 does not tell us that David’s circumstances changed while he was praying. Yet before the psalm ends, David turns toward what he knows about God:

    “But I have trusted in Your mercy;
    My heart shall rejoice in Your salvation.”

    — Psalm 13:5 NKJV

    That word “but” does not erase everything David said before it. His sorrow was still real. His questions were still unanswered. He had not suddenly discovered that the waiting did not matter.

    He remembered God’s mercy while he was still hurting.

    Sorrow and trust can exist in the same prayer. We can believe that God is faithful while admitting that we do not understand His ways. We can remember what He has done before while asking why He has not acted now.

    Jesus understood how easily prolonged waiting can discourage us. Luke tells us that He spoke a parable teaching that we “always ought to pray and not lose heart.”

    Persistent prayer does not force God’s hand, and it does not earn an answer through repetition. It keeps bringing our weary hearts into His presence when discouragement tells us to stop coming.

    Sometimes we pray again because the need is still real—and because, beneath all our questions, we still believe God is listening.

    We may come with fewer words than we once had. We may come with tears, disappointment, or questions we are afraid to say aloud. We may only be able to whisper, “How long, O Lord?”

    That is still prayer.

    God can be trusted with the question as well as the request. He can receive our weariness without turning us away. And when we do not have an answer, we can ask Him for enough strength to carry today’s portion of the waiting.

    Lord, I have brought this to You before, and I am bringing it again. You know how long I have waited and how deeply this still hurts. Hear me, sustain me, and help me not to lose heart.

  • Help My Unbelief

    Help My Unbelief

    Mark 9:17–27; Psalm 62:8 NKJV

    Have you ever felt that you needed to sound more confident in prayer than you actually felt?

    You believe God is able. You know He is faithful. Yet the situation in front of you leaves you wondering how things could possibly come together.

    A few years ago, I found myself at the end of my rope—the end of myself. I was living in my cousin’s basement, money was scarce, and I couldn’t see how I was going to get back on my feet.

    I was doing what I could to move forward, but even the immediate needs felt overwhelming. Could I afford enough gas to get to work? How would I pay my bills? When would I be able to find a place of my own?

    I believed God could and would direct my circumstances. I just couldn’t see how.

    I had hope. I also had worries that followed me through the day. The needs were immediate, and I couldn’t see how I was going to meet them.

    I reached a place where about all I could say was, “I believe; help my unbelief.”

    When I read the father’s plea in Mark 9, I recognize something of that struggle.

    He had watched his son suffer since childhood. He brought him to the disciples, but they had been unable to help. Now he stood before Jesus with his son’s need still unresolved.

    As Jesus called him to believe, the father cried out with tears:

    “Lord, I believe; help my unbelief!” — Mark 9:24 NKJV

    There is an expression of faith and an admission of need in the same prayer.

    He believed, and he recognized that he needed help believing. He brought Jesus his son’s suffering and his own struggling faith.

    That honesty speaks to me.

    Sometimes I know what I believe about God, but I struggle to trust Him with what I cannot see. I can speak confidently about His faithfulness and still become frightened when I think about tomorrow.

    That was where I found myself in that basement. I believed He could make a way. I needed His help while I was looking at needs I couldn’t meet and a future I couldn’t figure out.

    The father’s prayer gives us words for that place.

    We can tell God that we believe Him and ask Him to help us where trust is difficult. We can bring Him the fear we’re reluctant to admit, the disappointment we don’t know how to explain, and the questions we’re afraid might make us sound faithless.

    Psalm 62:8 invites us to:

    “Pour out your heart before Him.”

    The same verse calls us to trust Him at all times and reminds us that God is our refuge. We can come to Him with what is actually in our hearts.

    And we should keep reading the account in Mark. Jesus intervened in the boy’s suffering. He cast out the spirit that tormented him, took him by the hand, and lifted him up.

    The father had brought a real need to Jesus, and Jesus delivered his son.

    We can bring Him real needs, too. We can ask boldly for His help with the circumstances while also asking Him to strengthen our trust.

    Perhaps today you believe God is able, but you cannot see how things will come together. Perhaps hope and worry are sharing the same space.

    You can bring Him that struggle. You can keep coming while your voice shakes and your questions remain.

    Lord, I believe. Help me trust You with what I cannot yet see.

  • Until Prayer Changes Me

    Until Prayer Changes Me

    Philippians 4:6–7; Luke 22:41–42 NKJV

    How often have I worn myself out carrying something God had already invited me to bring Him?

    Sometimes I bring Him a problem I don’t understand, yet I convince myself that I know how He ought to resolve it. I’ve thought about what needs to happen, who needs to change, and how quickly everything ought to come together.

    Then I pray, asking God to help, while holding tightly to the outcome I’ve already chosen.

    The Kingdom Heirs song “Until Prayer Changes Me” has given me reason to examine that tendency in my own prayers.

    I can recognize that a situation is beyond my ability to fix and still struggle to entrust God with how it gets resolved. I want His help. I also want an answer that makes sense to me, a path I can understand, and an outcome I would have chosen.

    Trusting someone we know and can see is hard enough. They may be a close friend or family member who has proven trustworthy over the years. Even then, placing something that matters deeply to us in their hands can be difficult. We can have confidence in them and still struggle to release control.

    Trusting God, whom we cannot see, can make that struggle even more difficult. We naturally reach for something we can measure, anticipate, or influence. When circumstances become uncertain, our grip can tighten.

    Sometimes we keep carrying the weight until we reach the end of what we can figure out, arrange, or endure. Often, desperation reveals just how much we’ve still been trying to manage on our own.

    But God welcomes us long before we reach that point. We don’t have to exhaust ourselves before bringing Him the burden.

    Remembering whom we’re speaking to gives us reason to loosen our grip. The God who created us sees beyond the portion of the situation we can see. His wisdom reaches beyond our understanding. His faithfulness gives us reason to trust Him with what remains unknown.

    How much room have I left in my prayer for God to know something I don’t?

    In Gethsemane, Jesus expressed His desire openly:

    “Father, if it is Your will, take this cup away from Me; nevertheless not My will, but Yours, be done.” — Luke 22:42 NKJV

    There is room in prayer to ask honestly for relief. Jesus did. He also willingly submitted to the Father’s will in the midst of profound anguish.

    His surrender helps us understand how costly trust can be. Placing something in God’s hands may still hurt. We may surrender with tears. We may need to renew that surrender tomorrow when the fear rises again.

    In Philippians 4, Paul directs us to bring our requests to God through prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving. Then he gives this assurance:

    “and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.” — Philippians 4:7 NKJV

    God’s peace can guard us while questions remain unanswered. We can be held by Him before we understand what He will do.

    We may still feel afraid. We may still grieve, struggle, or need help. Continued distress does not prove that our faith has failed.

    But as we keep coming to Him, we can become more willing to receive His direction. We can recognize expectations we’ve held too tightly. We can find enough steadiness to take the next faithful step.

    God can change the circumstances, and we can keep asking Him to do so. As we pray, we can also open our hearts to the work He wants to do within us.

    Lord, if the situation does not change today, continue changing me within it.

  • Still Carrying the Weight

    Still Carrying the Weight

    Have you ever offered to help someone carry something, only to discover they wouldn’t let go?

    You’ve got your hands underneath it. You’re ready to take the weight. But they’re still gripping it, explaining how heavy it is.

    Sometimes, I wonder how often I’ve done that with God.

    I ask Him to help me. I tell Him I’m tired. I pray about the situation, sometimes more than once in the same conversation.

    Then I get up and go right back to carrying it as though I never asked.

    Jesus said:

    “Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.”
    — Matthew 11:28, NKJV

    He knows we’re tired. He knows what we’ve been carrying, including the things we haven’t figured out how to explain to anyone else.

    Some of that weight comes from responsibilities we can’t simply walk away from. There are bills to pay, people to care for, decisions to make, and difficult conversations we’ve put off long enough.

    But somewhere along the way, responsibility can become tangled up with the belief that everything depends upon us.

    If I don’t stay worried, something will go wrong.
    If I don’t keep checking, everything will fall apart.
    If I can just think about it a little longer, maybe I can make certain it ends the way it should.

    We can spend so much energy trying to control the outcome that we have very little left for the next thing we actually need to do.

    There’s a difference between being responsible and believing we have to hold the whole world together.

    God may ask me to make the phone call. He hasn’t given me control over how the other person responds.

    I may need to apologize, tell the truth, or make a necessary change. I can take those steps without being able to guarantee what happens afterward.

    And some of what we carry isn’t about tomorrow at all.

    It’s yesterday.

    The failure we’ve confessed but keep rehearsing. The shame that follows us into every prayer. The fear that our worst moment has permanently settled who we are.

    Yesterday, we considered the truth that sin no longer has the right to rule those who belong to Christ. But sometimes we’re still carrying the shame of serving that old master, even as we’re learning to walk in freedom.

    We can repent, make amends where we can, and accept God’s forgiveness. We don’t have to keep punishing ourselves to prove that we’re sorry.

    Peter wrote:

    “casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you.”
    — 1 Peter 5:7, NKJV

    That last part matters.

    We’re placing our concerns into the hands of Someone who cares about us.

    And releasing them doesn’t mean pretending they don’t hurt. You can trust God and still cry. You can surrender a situation and still need treatment, counsel, practical help, or the courage to face another difficult day.

    Feeling the weight again doesn’t automatically mean your surrender wasn’t sincere. Sometimes it’s another opportunity to bring that care back to Him.

    In Matthew 11, Jesus connects His invitation to rest with taking His yoke and learning from Him. There’s still a life to live and obedience to practice, but we’re learning to live under His direction.

    We can ask Him what faithfulness requires of us today, do what He gives us to do, and entrust what we can’t control to His care.

    Maybe tonight’s prayer can be simple:

    “Lord, this matters to me. It hurts, and I don’t know how it’s going to turn out. Help me take the next right step and leave the outcome with You.”

    Then, when we notice our hands tightening around it again, we can gently ask ourselves:

    If I have placed it in His hands, why am I still gripping it as though everything depends upon mine?

  • No Longer the Boss of Me

    No Longer the Boss of Me

    Imagine someone from a job you left years ago starts calling and giving you instructions. You’d recognize the voice. You might even feel that familiar urge to respond.

    But recognizing their voice wouldn’t mean you still owed them your loyalty.

    Sometimes, an old habit can sound like that.

    The temptation shows up in a familiar place. An opportunity presents itself. Something inside remembers how you used to respond, and before long, you’re thinking, Here we go again. Nothing’s changed.

    But a familiar voice doesn’t establish rightful authority.

    It may sometimes feel as though you’re alone in your situation, but Paul wrote to the church in Rome on that very topic two thousand years ago:

    “For sin shall not have dominion over you, for you are not under law but under grace.”
    — Romans 6:14, NKJV

    That’s a declaration worth
    slowing…
    down…
    to…
    hear.

    Paul was writing to believers. These were people who belonged to Christ, and he still needed to tell them, “do not let sin reign” (Romans 6:12, NKJV). The possibility of yielding was real then, and it’s real now. They had a responsibility to resist, and so do we.

    He wasn’t describing a life where temptation had become silent.

    He was telling them that sin no longer had the right to rule.

    There’s a difference.

    An old desire may still pull at you.
    A familiar situation may still expose a weakness.
    You may need to make difficult choices, ask for help, and establish boundaries you’ll have to keep choosing tomorrow.

    That doesn’t make the freedom Christ gives imaginary. It means learning to live in that freedom involves actual obedience.

    Grace changes our relationship to sin.

    We can bring our failures to God for forgiveness, but grace also calls us into a different way of living. We’re no longer meant to accept sin’s demands as though obedience to them is inevitable.

    “That’s just how I am,” doesn’t have to settle the matter.

    In verse 13, Paul makes our response practical. He tells believers to offer themselves to God and use their bodies in His service. Our hands, our words, our attention, and our choices belong in that surrender.

    That might mean ending a conversation that’s taking you somewhere you shouldn’t go.

    It might mean putting the phone down and reaching out to someone who’ll help you stay accountable.

    Those choices can be hard, but God’s grace gives us reason to make them with hope.

    And if you’ve given in, bring that honestly to God in repentance.
    Take responsibility.
    Receive help.
    Accept His grace.
    Make the changes you need to make.

    You don’t have to turn a failure into a declaration that surrendering to sin is all you’ll ever be capable of doing.

    The old voice may insist that it knows who you are. It may remind you how many times you’ve answered before.

    But your past doesn’t get to cancel what Christ has done.

    There’s an old saying that I think applies here:

    “When the enemy reminds you of your past, remind him of his future.”

    Sin may still call your name. That doesn’t mean it still owns you.

    If you belong to Christ, you can face today’s choices with this declaration:

    I belong to Jesus. By His grace, I don’t have to obey my former master.